


where do i even begin to explain…there are no words to express to you how thankful i am for everything you have done. no words to tell you how much i love you and need you…no way for me to express how truly sorry i am to be the girl you love and for causing you to suffer so much…but i know how lucky i am to have you and i would probably not be here today if it werent for you…your truly an amazing man and i wanted you to know
A yea ago today i was walking in a life that i didnt even want to be in my own head. i was fighting a war against a person i thought i loved someone who knew how to hurt me just as fast as he could say i love you. then i joined the tour thinking i could move on get away for awhile but the whole time being here my heart ached my head pounded and my eyes were puffy. i was ready to give up go home and never look back. but then i met the most amazing boy Zack Merrick and everything didnt seem so bad. he knows how to make me beileive in myself how to smile again. he taught me how to love someone and how to fall back on someone and know they are going to catch me. he pulled me out of a hole i didnt even know i was in. a year ago today i didnt know would be at my wonderful boyfriends house hearing him play a guitar to me on the beach dancing with him under the moonlight thinking life cant get better then this. if i had known how much i would want to fall into his arms i would have come faster…he is truly amazing to me and if he doesnt know that he should now because everytime im around him my heart beats just a little bit faster <3

one of my favorites<3
every kiss every touch every moment is just another way of telling you how much you mean to me
Dear Zachary Steven Marrick,
I absolutley adore you my love. you do not realize how much I care about you. everything you do makes me happy and everything you say melts my heart even more each day. i could spend a thousand moments laying with you a thousands hours telling you how much i need you but only can i wish to have an eternity proving just how much i want to be with you!!! i know we just met recently but already i feel like i have known you a lifetime…
You are my nuetron star collison <3
I cant explain it any other way <3

He makes everything worth while and I cant ask for more <3
(Source: fyeahzackmerrick, via zackattackatl)